It's just an english telling of life...
Life in Millet is nearly over... I just have to go to revise then the big test...
Moments of life, tarot, laughings, smiles, friends... So much time spent with them...
English allow me to tell you haw I feel...
My dear has gone this evening... too early, but he have to.... I walked to go home... I needed to walk, to feel alone... i needed to see the sea... And, a little bit, I needed to cry, to scream in my head... I needed to prove to 'I don't know who' that I can manage by myself... for the next year...
They were at home friday... I've some pictures... It's a pity ! Pictures can't translate the joy of this moments... However, I feel really happy... because they were with me, and my dear arrive...
I've a picture of him too... nearly the only one... Just a picture for so much moment I spent with him... so good moments... whiwh makes me feel smiling...
I met an ex friend, who we prentend to... I was seen by an ex "schoolfriend", one of those who said I won't ever have a super boyfriend... fucked ! I fell so happy, you can't understand...
Now, a week to revise, then a week to stress...
then Millet will be definitly over... I gonna begin a new life, far away, with my own flat...
I aknowledge... I feel a little be scared... But all gonna be OK... because it has to...
I know I'm gonna leave... Even if I won't see some of my friends any more, I know I will keep in touche with the other, and it just make me feel better....
